Thursday, February 24, 2011

END OF THE OTHA LINE....

I OFTEN FIND MYSELF ACCUMULATING SO MANY THINGS I WANA TELL YOU, EACH DAY ADDS ON A NEW TOPIC, ITS TOUGH...YOU KNOW, NOT HAVING ANY  WAY TO ACTUALLY CONTACT YOU WEN I WANT...OR NOT KNOWIN WEN IM GON HEAR FRM YOU, WUT KEEPS ME GOIN IS FAITH, KNOWING IM ON UR MIND EACH DAY JUS AS YOU ARE ON MINE. I REMIND MYSELF DAILY OF WUT A GREAT PERSON YOU ARE, NOT ONLY FOR ME, BUT FOR EVERYONE UR FIGHTING FOR. YOU MAKE ME SO PROUD. ITS NOT AS DIFFICULT AS I THOUGHT IT WUD B TO B WITHOUT YOU, ITS EVEN HARDER..I KEEP YOU CLOSE EACH NITE WITH A PRAYER...IM EITHER SLEEPIN IN YOUR SHIRT THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND, EVEN THE SHORTS =)...AND IM ALWAYS SLEEPING WITH "LIL SEAN" (LION)....AND AS SOON AS I FALL ASLEEP, I FALL INTO YOU....UVE BEEN IN MY DREAMS SINCE THE DAY AFTER I LAST SEEN YOU, I NEVER BELIEVED ONE CUD CONTROL HIS/HER DREAMS, BUT IM MANAGING TO MAKE IT A POINT UR ALWAYS IN THERE WITH ME....ITS NOT AN EASY PROCESS, BUT IM LEARNING TO DEAL WITH THIS, AT FIRST IT TOOK ME A FEW TIMES TO CALL YOUR FONE AND HEAR IT DISCONNECTED BEFORE I ACCEPTED IT, NOW IT CAME DOWN TO CHECKING MY EMAIL EVERY SO OFTEN DURING THE DAY EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I MITE NOT HEAR FROM YOU TILL ANOTHER WEEK OR SO, IF THERES ANYTHING ID LIKE TO TELL YOU, IT WOULD BE; IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME, I WUD MAKE IT SO I CUDA ANSWERED UR FIRST CALL, THE MOST IMPORTANT CALL! WUT ID DO JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE RITE NOW! I PLAY THE VIDEOS I RECORDED OF OUR LAST MOMENTS..THEY BRIGHTEN MY DAY EACH TIME I VIEW IT...AS I WAS SAYIN EARLIER, YOU NEVER FAIL TO B ON MIND, AND IT HURTS TO FEEL LIKE I WANA TELL YOU SO MUCH YET I HAVE NO CONTROL TO DO SO...EVEN JUST TO SIMPLY SAY, I LOVE YOU....I MISS YOU...CUZ I DO, AND I WISH I COULD DIRECTLY TELL YOU THAT EVERYDAY, IM STANDIN STRONG BEB, TILL THE DAY WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN....ALTHO UR NOT ON THE OTHER END OF THE LINE ON THE FONE WITH ME....UR ALWAYS THERE AT THE OTHER END OF THE LINE OF MY HEART...LOVE YOU BEB, LOVE ALWAYS, YOUR LOVE...

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